Reasons Are Lies.

2010-06-20T09:55:00.001-07:00

2010-06-16T22:27:00.000-07:00

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Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-16T09:47:00.000-07:00

You can't sleep, you're restless
And slightly obsessed with falling too deep
And malfunction, you're a virus
Who's intention is fucking up something
You're a crater
On the face of a problem much greater
It's the violence, or lack thereof control
Body and soul, digging a hole
Is the blood stainless?
Enjoy the pain with accepting your grief
Are you finished?
Dumb fucking question, don't let yourself fall asleep
Ressurect the intention
Once your vision is now mass-produced,
Imagine the insults a blessing
imagine accepting the truth

[Chorus]
Imagine accepting the truth
Imagine accepting the truth
Imagine accepting the truth
Just imagine accepting the truth
Imagine accepting the truth

[Verse 2]
The pendulum swinging
Hypnosis has taken control, now you linger
On a shadow of a doubt
Have you really figured what you're all about?
Don't trust your instincts
Just open the chamber where you keep those darkest regrets
All the things you've done wrong
Rebellious at heart all along
Is your leader a voice?
Somehow you replaced all your game with a debt
Now the payback's a bitch
Why owe your life to a bitch?
Absolutely pathetic
And regret it when told you are made of mistakes
Imagine the insults a blessing
Imagine accepting the truth

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Now speak to your leader!
Now speak to your leader!

Your father who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name, deliver us from evil, deliver us from evil
Your father who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name, deliver us from evil, deliver us from evil
Our father who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name, deliver me from evil, deliver me from evil
Our father who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name, deliver me from evil, deliver me from evil

[Chorus]

2010-06-15T09:43:00.000-07:00

I was skeptical. I had to.

Guess Poh poh Jin was right. He hit the nail on the spot.

2010-06-13T21:28:00.000-07:00

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Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-13T17:24:00.000-07:00

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life

[Bridge 1]
Don't wanna hear your sad songs, I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault but you know we're not the same
We're not the same
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together we wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

[Bridge 2]
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

[Chorus-Start]
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

[Chorus-End]

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well now I can fend for myself

[Bridge 1]

[Bridge 2]

[Chorus X2]

[Bridge 2]

Now everybody knows where my ending sentence comes from. It's Paramore-Ignorance.

Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-13T12:57:00.001-07:00

You'll never know.

Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-13T11:50:00.001-07:00

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Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-12T11:43:00.001-07:00

Okay that was the last post LOL. I got over agitated by Linkin' Park-In Pieces LOL. Life's great. I've moved! For the last fucking time. HERE. Tag thanks. Haters, you can tag this blog. I'll deal with you as things are.

Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-12T11:30:00.000-07:00

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2010-06-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

I've moved. I'll bring you over to a new world.

It'll be all over.

2010-06-11T20:07:00.000-07:00

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2010-06-11T19:43:00.000-07:00

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Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-10T10:01:00.001-07:00

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Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-08T21:00:00.000-07:00

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2010-06-08T04:44:00.000-07:00

I'm home now. Going to gym tomorrow then study :) Since I bought my body fortress supplement I'm going to use it tomorrow :) And did I mention I've got this stupid 'cold' that just wouldn't quit giving me trouble?

Oh yes and I just remembered. Some overdue pictures during the bcomm project with Zhenggie. Just me and him LOL. Stupid Kianann doesn't want to come over. Suits him. Was damn bored anyway. Then we didn't know we were sitting in the smoking area, so ended up we got owned by secondhand smoke. Epic cigar smoker at our front left -.- I love the Iced Chocolate there. So much better than ours at Bakerzin :X HAHAHA. Eh actually you know what. I'm damn lazy to upload the pictures LOL.

Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-06T20:48:00.001-07:00

I just screwed my IFA. Going on to screw my body at the gym. Screwing my life up soon.

2010-06-06T09:29:00.000-07:00

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Ignorance is your new best friend.

2010-06-05T10:03:00.000-07:00

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2010-06-04T11:46:00.000-07:00

Hi :)

Had school today. Dressed up with my suit and had school. Tax lecture if I'm not wrong. Didn't really listen. Was thinking about bcomm assessment later. Got owned during it LOL. We kinda screwed up ._. Oh well. Over=over. I gymmed after that. Great gains, pains too. Lol. Had Cost lecture, then headed over for work. Worked today and it was kinda fun. Lol. Lieke was make-new-drink siao. Hahaha. Ended alright I guess. Pei-ed Poh poh Jin for supper, actually he want kua angeline nia, and pei-ed Chris Woon to MRT while waiting for Poh poh Jin. Sat there and waited and he finally appeared. MRT-ed home with him.

I don't really have mood to blog actually. I can't even study. Good game.

Can you handle what I'm about to do?

Lovingly, yours.

2010-06-03T04:54:00.000-07:00

HUAT. Yes that's what I shout when things don't go my way. LIMPEI TIO AGAIN ^^

Woke up late and miss-ed sending Chris off to work :( He went in NS, I have no idea if he did with his family sending him off or whatsoever. I just detest the idea of him going in alone :( Going to miss him so much. I already do. Sigh.

Bus-ed to school after that and attended IFA lecture I think. Buyback and stuff. Lol. Bus-ed home and did cost. I'm so hooked up to the song Adam Lambert-For Your Entertainment. Can't get enough of it. Ahaha. And did I tell you? I just finished MOH 1 :) No dinner for me though. Nobody to get it for me. Who cares? Even I myself can't be bothered. Big fuck. Don't eat la. LOL. I get the feeling I'm talking to myself sometimes. Too much thoughts goes through my mind, till the point I start to self-console and self-consult. That's how my maturity comes about, majority of it.

Anyway, nice lyrics from this song Cheryl Cole-Fight For This Love. If you even bother reading. Lol. I've still got stuff below the lyrics so obviously you need to get through this part ^^ Otherwise Alt+F4 and fuck off like you always did.

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

(Bridge 1)
Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

(Bridge 2)
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

(Chorus)
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark
(Bridge 1)

(Bridge 2)

(Chorus)

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Nice ain't it? :) I think it's great. I've got 101 rants and I rarely do them here so I shan't for this post too :B Miss clubbing. I want go again. Gonna work tomorrow after school. Bcomm networking and dining etiquette assessment during school. Ah the fear of it. It's going to be awkward to force topics out of nothing. I don't usually do crap talks, not with people I'm not good with. Maureen does seem fun though LOL. Hope it'll be a breeze. I just want to get out of it fast, but not that fast till I pull other people's grades down. I don't mind my own grades getting fucked, I just don't want others' to be affected too :/

Lovingly, yours.

2010-06-02T10:06:00.001-07:00

Back. I am definitely back.

Attended school today! Guai :) Later for tutorial 1h still LOL. Hahaha. Then had IFA tutorial, caught no balls. Boring o.o

Bought Strudels-To-Choose for Jiaying :) Hope she smiles. So I was left with 4 more flavours -.- She didn't tell me what flavour she wanted till damn late whatttttttt. Hahaha. Ate Durian strudel myself! NICE! Pure durian puree hahaha. Love itttttt. Then gave Evonne peach strudel.

Headed over to Poh poh Jin's house to pei my ah bui! :D Gave mummy and them mango and strawberry strudel hehe. Nice nice :) I can't imagine the look of my ah bui eating the strudels. So cute ^^

Pei-ed Poh poh Jin to work then bus-ed home and then gymmed :) Did 110 for chest press and 90 for Lat-row. Proud of myself :D *Gives myself a pat on the back* Then had dinner at S11 near my house and came home to do up Bcomm project.

Just finished bcomm project, and now dota-ing hehe. Rest time ma! Gonna do up cost later!

Will send Chris So Kam Ho ho ho Merry Christmas off to NS tomorrow morning :) Sure miss him a lot :/ Thanks for being there for my ups and downs~

Nights world.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-30T09:31:00.000-07:00

HUAT. I'm back. Haters can shoo off :) Those who've been 'tuning' in to my blog, hello :) Those who are just trying to waste their time before bedtime, kindly Alt-F4 ^^

Steamboat-ed with Bakerzin colleagues after work. They sort of cheered me up. I'd never regret going out with Chris So and Poh poh Jin :) It doesn't matter if I'm down and listening to my itouch while 'crawling' behind them, or I'm jumping up and down in front of them. They're there for me still. Loved the steamboat. Drank a few cups of beer and ate a lot :X Fat fat!

Then Chris Woon, Chris So, Ming Hong, En En jie and me cabbed down to Clarke Quay to Zirca :D I have no idea how they managed to persuade me to try and sneak into it, but I ended up doing it and succeeded -.- Went in, drank, danced, high-ed. No troubles. At all. Guess that's what I needed all along. Chris So was so drunk we had to leave the club earlier than expected but we stayed quite long still :)

Photos can be viewed at-

http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=173060&id=597513403&ref=mf

Cabbed home after that.

Then I was late for work today due to the fact that I was quite drunk the night before too? Lol. 2 hours straight. Hahaha. Managed to survive past today (Y)

Home now. Finally. I realised as much as I'd embrace the thought of being an introvert, I'd embrace being an extrovert just as much. Heh.

Not quite out of my mind. Not quite.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-28T18:56:00.000-07:00

Blog abandoned. Now you know why most guys do not have a blog.

2010-05-28T09:49:00.001-07:00

Ke neng shi wo xiang tai duo le. Ke neng shi zhen de. Dui bu qi. Wo bu ying gai gan she ni de sheng huo.

2010-05-27T11:17:00.000-07:00

Quite happy about today :)

Woke up and sent Pearl pearl to school. Then had breakfast with Poh poh Jin, then played drum and collected my GV membership card :D Then da bao-ed caesar salad for Pearl pearl :) Hope she enjoyed it.. Then bus-ed home and changed. Headed over to work. Today sucked. Was so looking forward to talking on phone with pearl pearl during smoke break inbetween work. It was so busy I couldn't take a break -.- So I only got to hear her voice after work. Sigh :/ But it was still rewarding :)

Poh poh Jin wanted to eat at Xin Wang so me and Chris pei-ed him and bus-ed home after that. Msg-ed Pearl pearl love all the way :D Thanks to her that I didn't oversleep and miss my stop :X

Home sweet home! Bathed and now I'm going to sleep. Gotta finish Tax and Cost tomorrow, then gym and work. 'Supper' after work with Pearl pearl :DDDDD

Supernatural love conquers all.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-26T02:31:00.001-07:00

Things fucking don't go my way. So why the fuck am I even caring? How the fuck did I get so dumb?

Maybe I should own the goddamn fucking gym later. I'll screw the machines so hard I'll wake up with aches tomorrow. I'll screw myself so bad I don't have the energy to think anymore.

FML.

Lovingly, trying to be yours.

P.S Failing badly. I'm all thoroughly yours, yet you're not mine. Not even a drop of you.

2010-05-25T21:04:00.000-07:00

I did a damn long post but accidentally alt F4-ed it and google chrome doesn't ask if I want to navigate away from the post. Irritated. So here's the 10% of it.

My definition of love. It's not the technical version of it to others. It not about making love, it's not about getting to embrace the one you love, not about being able to caress her hair, or sharing a passionate kiss with her. It's not painful, not a burden, not responsibility or tiring in my eyes.

My definition of love. It's an unconditional expression. It's about not expecting anything in return, not a word of thanks or 'I love you', yet still caring for, loving, looking after her. It's knowing she's in love with somebody and they are in love with each other, yet still holding on to a piece of unrequited love and insisting on it. It's giving everything one has, even though you know that this act might still not change her mind, and not minding the fact that you don't stand a chance at all against time.

That was the core of my post I guess. Elaborations and add-ons, I don't want to really go through them again. Once is enough to stir my inner heart. Twice is enough to make me tear.

Will end off with lyrics.

Train-If It's Love

While everybody else is getting out of bed,

I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it,

And there's a thousand ways you can skin it.

My feet have been on the floor flat like an idle singer,

Remember winger, I digress.

I confess you are the best thing in my life.

But I'm afraid when I hear stories about a husband and wife,

There's no happy endings, no Henry Lee.

But you are the greatest thing about me.

If it's love,

And we decide that it's forever,

No one else could do it better.

If it's love,

And we're two birds of a feather,

Then the rest is just whenever.

And if I'm addicted to loving you,

And you're addicted to my love too,

We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together.

Sorry I just felt like quoting out this chunk of lyrics. Feel free to skip it if you're not interested yea. No hard feelings.

Even if I could only be your Guardian Angel, I'd do it. At least I'm someone to you.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-24T09:39:00.000-07:00

Bu hui wei li ni er beng kui, zhi hui wei le ni er jian qiang. Yin wei wo yao shou hu zhe ni. Wo zhen de hen ai ni.

Lol. Worked today. I don't have to mood to blog sorry. Been msg-ing Pearl pearl everyday :) Zhe zhong gan jue, hen jiu mei you yong you guo le. Xian zai de dao le, wo shi bu hui qing yi fang qi de.

I'm tired. Bai~

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-23T10:46:00.001-07:00

Dui bu qi. Shi wo rang ni de fu dan duo le. Ke shi wo jiu shi kong zhi bu liao o. Dui bu qi.

Woke up today. Late for work. LOL. Roshelle tong-ed herself till 11.45am :X I was supposed to start at 9.30am and reached 11.45am -.- Paiseh lah lol. I really never hear alarm :/ Sigh. Anyway rushed over immediately and worked till closing.

Bought Tiramisu for Pearl pearl :) Think she liked it. Hope it was nice..

Realised I left my laptop at Bakerzin after that LOL. Then bus-ed back, retrieved it, and pei-ed Poh poh Jin to talk with Angeline. Then we pei-ed her go home and cabbed back to Poh poh Jin's house lol.

I'm tired. Don't know what to do now. I just know, this time, it's real, and I don't mind. At all. Not what others say. Not what others do. It's all about you.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-22T11:19:00.000-07:00

If I were to cry for you, will you leave him for me, or will you leave me to drown in my loneliness?

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-21T18:27:00.000-07:00

Morning.. Don't really like it when I wake up alone.. It's just part of me. I want to see her when I wake up.. See her sms.. See her smile.. Hear her voice.. I must be crazy. Insane. Weird. Some may say pervertic even. What can I say? Just smile and nod my head I guess.

Giving my all and everything to you, it was never a hesitation or reluctant act. It was on instinct. It was immediate. Reflecting on things, even though we may not have known each other, the time factor never posed as a problem on my side, only about the fact that he got to know you first I presumed. I know that it'd be near to impossible for you to be mine, yet I desire so much to be yours.

I'd never let you go if we were together. Sigh. Oh well. I'm okay with things now anyway :) I get to love you, I get to take care of you, I get to pamper and spoil you. I'm alright with anything~

Anyway had school. Kian Ann helped my itouch to jailbreak and then I downloaded loads of games ^^ Worked after school with Poh Jin, then had light supper with Ming Hong, Chris, Poh Jin and Pearl pearl :) MRT-ed to Poh Jin's house after that and sleptover. Just woke up in the morning. Was supposed to do animation but... Can't be bothered -.- So ended up I delayed it to either saturday or Sunday..

Working later at 11am. It's 10am now o.o You're still sleeping :/ Was hoping I could catch a glance of you before I went off.

It doesn't mean anything.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

Boo.

I'm bored. Without her.

Slept over at Poh poh Jin's house :) Woke up early for mission porridge-search for Pearl pearl :) Found 1 finally, Marsiling MRT there.. But it wasn't century egg porridge... Fish porridge.. I think she was alright with it still :) Sent her to Woodlands MRT then bus-ed to school with Poh poh Jin :D

Had fun with him oh yea :) School-ed for 1 hour then bus-ed home to change. Missed IFA lecture in the meanwhile..

Bus-ed back to school. Stupid jam -.- Met Zhenggie and Kian Ann at the library, then lepaked with them till it was time for bcomm 2 networking practice session :) Talk cock-ed during it, then cabbed over to Sun Plaza to meet Pearl pearl :) Her dental was done so she pei-ed me to get my itouch. WOOO. I got the 32 GB one -.- Lol. Oh well. Dua GB best (Y) LOL. Then we went over to Manhattan Fish Market to eat dessert o.o Manhanttan mudpie and Brownie with Ice Cream :) MRT+Bus-ed her home after that, then I headed home myself.

Drained. Reached home and sync-ed itouch immediately :) I didn't remember having that much songs lol.

Tomorrow's going to be a better day than today :) I hope. Working tomorrow after school.. Then going over to Poh poh Jin's house to do animation! Woooo :D FUN HAHAHA ._.

Others may call my acts stupid, I deem them as blindly in love.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-19T09:34:00.000-07:00

Wassup peeps :) Late for Cost Accounting tutorial again LOL :S Listened a bit I guess. Then rushed down to buy B&J Ice Cream Cookies Dough :D Love it so much.. Lol.

Had IFA tutorial after that. Caught everything! :) Forgot everything after the class ended LOL. Lalala. Pei-ed Zhenggie and Kian Ann to eat. Kian Ann ordered pork and they gave beef. Luckily I tried lol. Tsk tsk. Lousy stall :/ Kian Ann cannot eat beeffffffff!

Walked over to LT 38 then had lecture :) Listened a bit bit.. Talked to Pearl pearl on msn, searched for music for my Itouch :D I'm gonna get 1 tomorrow. Lol. Music player ftw o.o

Bus-ed home after that, had a little time to myself while eating Rojak and lepaked alone :) Went home, changed, and went over for gym session. Today was hardcore.. Forced myself thoroughly I guess. Pearl pearl msged me her teeth broke. On first sight of it I got so anxious I didn't read thoroughly and cabbed straight down after bathing. Then on the cab I read it through and realised she said she was only going to the dentist's the next day -.- So I told taxi driver to head over to Yishun instead and met Poh poh jin and Chris for supper.

MRT-ed with Poh Jin home, thought I'd buy Pearl pearl porridge for breakfast but he told me there might not be porridge in the morning, cos the stalls need to 'ao' their porridge :/ Sigh. And Xin Wang opens at 11am.. Cannot get the porridge there for Pearl pearl :( I feel so useless :X Hope there's this one single stall that opens damn early and sells century egg porridge :D

Gonna sleep soon.. Waking Pearl pearl up tomorrow I think.

She's so sweet, I wanna lick the wrapper.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

School-ed today at 2pm. Didn't do Tax tutorial but stilll :) Hahaha. Tried to pay attention lah ^^ Msged you-should-know-who the whole day again. Hope her msg doesn't bao :/ I don't know, is it me or is it me. We gradually run out of topics to talk about, and I don't know what to talk to her about, but I just squeeze all my brainjuice and talk about crap, because all I know is that I want to talk to her. It can be anything in the world but I just want to talk to her. Sigh :( I'm hopeless lol.

Anyway bought Peach Green Tea at school's Each-A-Cup :D Then Bacon and Cheese melt sandwich. BEST (Y) I loveeee it :) Bus-ed over to work after that.

Worked today and had glass noodles salad. Ah Mao added ham for me at his own courtesy :) Thanks Ah Mao. Sold a lot of cakes today. I didn't know that Coeur Noir would be red, or I'd have tried my best to sell it :/ I hope it doesn't turn into wastage tomorrow.

Anyway, I don't have the motivation to quit smoking, but I did for 1 day. So I've affirmed that I can quit, if there's something worth quitting for. Right now, it's just all on my own part, no use.

You have no idea, just no fucking idea how much I want you in my arms.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-16T18:47:00.000-07:00

AISEH. I blogging in school now. I think I can visualise what I'd be doing later so I don't have to blog tonight :)

I woke up early.. Pearl pearl woke me up :D Her kiang-kiang-kiang woke me up :) Feels good to be woken up by her :X Anyway pia-ed bathe and then bus-ed over to school. The trip damn long -.- Late by 1h o.. Sua. Tutor good give me present! :D He rocks my socks with knocks on locks ._.

Shall summarize what I did with Poh Jin for animation. Before that I want to thank him for doing it with me :) Thanks ah, means a lot to me haha. And a few good laughs :) Fun time. I think you've taken the place of Adam, and has the potential to take over Henry or whoever. We're alike in many ways and I believe that's the reason why we could be so close even when we've known each other for not quite long :)

EH. Okay I have no idea why Animation class just ended LOL. BRB blog at night -.-

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Okay I'm back :) Work today was alright. Maintenance day.. Practically msged Pearl pearl for the whole day :) She went out with her bf after school~ Oh well..

Worked till 11pm and did cake counter maintenance with Lieke and Roshelle. Lol. Then bus-ed home. Tired. Uber. Workout-ed just now and then hung my clothes. Bathed after that and now I'm blogging. School tomorrow at 2pm, waking up at 12pm :) Finally, I get to sleep. I still got taxation tutorial though. Don't know if I want to do it. Maybe I should just sleep. Or think of Pearl pearl. Or listen to music.

Good news? I'm quitting smoking till my birthday :) Today is the first day. I know I'd be able to do this because I've got Poh Jin there for me, and Pearl pearl doesn't like people who smoke.. So I'm not going to, till my birthday ._.

You can forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-16T10:51:00.000-07:00

Hungout with Poh Jin today. Sorry for making you come all the way to Hougang and then going off without getting to gym -.- I forgot the gym closes at 5pm :( Sigh. I've got too much things on my mind I think. Then we bus-ed over to Bishan and MRT-ed to Braddell to meet Pearl pearl :)

Had dinner at Pepper Lunch. First time :D Not bad I guess? Just a bit overpriced I guess. It's like Rice with mixed meat and vegetables to me -.- Didn't mind since I dined with Pearl pearl and Poh Jin.

Cabbed over to his house to stayover, for the 3rd consecutive night LOL. Hope his family doesn't mind. I'm starting to feel included in their family, just like how I felt when I was included into my ex's family. Poh Jin's super young sisters are super cute, and a handful too. Hahaha.

Bathed then gonna start on animation later.

I can't let go.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-15T11:37:00.000-07:00

Pearl pearl pearl pearl pearl :)

I can't smoke and blog now cos I'm at Poh Jin's house.

Lol. So I worked today from 9.30am-11pm. Tired. Took typhoid injection today. No kick. Experienced it once anyway. Closed with Ming Hong, Felice, Hazel, Lieke and Poh Jin :)

Had Xin Wang after that. Called my usual favourites ._. Then MRT-ed over to Poh Jin's house and now I'm sleeping over at his house hahaha. I like it when he allows me to lay my head on his shoulders. It feels like I've got somebody to be there for me whatever happens. He's snoring like a pig now hahaha. I can hear it! And even record it muahaha. But he'll threaten me with bubble tea with pearl :( I want to be his brother-in-law *wink-wink*

Kay la I can't be bothered to blog already actually. No smoking no feelings expressed.

I think I like you.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-13T08:54:00.000-07:00

WOOTS. Late for FIT tutorial 30 mins. Ai zai. LOL. Steady pom pi pi 10/10 surprise test still. Pro right I know. LOL. After that IFA lecture jitao listen music watch video. Still understand.

Smoked with Benedict and Seth during break. Damn funny. They step on mud and slide down. Seth slippers stuck in the mud. LOL. Laugh like shit. Returned to lecture then headed to printing with Zhenggie. He printed his stuff. Print wrong 55 pages. Thanks ah free $2.75 for the lady. LOL. Then he pei-ed me to wait for Poh Jin and I went off with Poh Jin to his house, then off to the gym near his house. Workout-ed there and then cabbed to work. Jitao late one no chance. Wo bu diao. Tiffany there. My gawd -.- I hate her. Sumpah.

Bus-ed home after that, home sweet home wahahaha.

Slacky day tomorrow. Sunday off. :D

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-12T09:39:00.000-07:00

Somehow, I just love smoking and blogging. It really allows me to let go and just blog whatever I want. Rant and everything. Nobody cares about what you're writing. It's your own blog. Nobody tags anyway. Best (Y)

I really like By2-Bu Gou Cheng Shou. Nice :/

School-ed today and then bus-ed to work lol. Worked with Poh Jin and Chris and Dennis :) They never fail to cheer me up. Especially Chris. He knows me and tries :) Poh Jin too I guess. LOL. Had Xin Wang after that with them, plus Poh Jin's sister.

Bus-ed home after that. Tahan-ed urine until pek chek -.-

BLEACH OUT. SO GONNA DOWNLOAD IT LOL.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-11T09:07:00.000-07:00

TIRED! I really need a good rest :( Has never got to sleep even at least 6 hours in any day of the week.

School-ed today. Met Zhenggie early today to do up Bcomm. Supposedly. LOL. Yah supposedly. In the end completed tax tutorial, cos my tax tutorial teacher is cute :) Not physically but her character. Imagine you have a tutor who thinks up dance steps for the song Wondergirls-Nobody. LOL. Sibei cute :) So I did tax and Bcom tutor nv call me :( Ma de. Make people prepare so much lol. No kick telephone etiquette test :X

Bus-ed to work after that. Lieke and Felice were on mc so Janet and Joan took their place. Best :) Missed Joan so much. Last time de manager gone like that, tio transfer to Tamp :( Closing with her fun LOL. Strict but good ^^

Closed and fought with Dennis over the slice of Chocolate Etoile. Damn selfish guy! First time I there got Etoile wastage he want to bring home kope alone don't want let me try. In the end he gave up LOL. I own :) Chocolate etoile machiam chocolate amer in the end -.- Lame. LOL. Bus-ed home and slept on the way ._.

Still got Cost Accounting and IFA tutorial to do. AND animation assignment 2, stop-motion animation. I want shout out the word F.U.C.K la sial. Steven msged me a lame msg today. F.U.C.K stands for Friends U Choose to Keep. Kan lame -.-

Working tomorrow again instead -.- Gonna gym on thursday after school then work at 6 I guess. All thanks to whoever who wants to MC on that day -.-

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

Woke up late today for animation class and was absent again. Late for 2 hours -.- Too tired I guess. Completed animation and handed it up. Kinda rush, but still counted I guess. Bus-ed to work after that.

Sold a lot of cakes today :) All the whole cakes I sold them out, along with 60% of the slice cakes. Closing was a breeze wahahaha ^^ Smoked after that then bus-ed home. Just played a game of dota with Poh Jin and others. Gonna get my clothes hung, then sleep. Finally, sleeping at 1am. Lol. First time. Waking up early tomorrow to work out(if even possible), head to school to do up project with Zhenggie :) Then prepare to tio Miss Vanda's telephone ettiquette test of 20%. Working after school again from 5pm-11pm.

I'm off on wednesday :D Time to gym, like shiok only. I need to get back in shape. All the staff meal of chicken wings, pork chop with potatoes, my gawd.

Ai de wo zi ba bu neng.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-09T11:35:00.000-07:00

Fucking tired. So tired, I want to sleep. So tired, I'd give away all of my money just to get 1 month of stress-free. So tired, I'd love to have somebody to lean my head against.

Worked saturday from 11am-11pm, as well as 11am-11pm for Sunday, which is today -.- Sales was overwhelming. Nice :) Finally, NorthPoint shines. After months, or even a year. Touched my heart I guess. Every single staff's effort is commendable I'd say. It takes two to clap, and a team to succeed I'd say.

I should start worrying for myself. 80 pages of animation to go. Colouring to be done. God help me. I'm so tired.

School tomorrow from 8am-12pm, then work from 1pm-11pm. I think I'll jio Poh Jin out for beer tomorrow night. Beer at Xin Wang. LOL. Best.

Love overload.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-07T11:56:00.000-07:00

Thinking about you was never something I'd do when I'm bored, or when I feel lonely, or anything. It is a necessity :)

Had school today. Practically did not tune in to every single thing. Watched naruto, then listened techno, then did animation during classes and lectures. I'm totally in my own world. Who cares about what others see me as, what they see me as when I'm listening to technocore and banging my head off, what they see me as when I'm walking out of the lecture theatre to smoke, what they see me as when I put on earpiece during lectures and tune out? It's their problem with me, not mine. Lol.

Worked today after school. Followed Poh Jin to his house before heading for work actually. Started work and did barista today. Then had Xin Wang Mango Sago 'N Pomelo cream :) Bus-ed home after that.

And yeap I've changed my mixpod song to 2 songs. Hope you'd like them. Those who don't like techno or trance, perhaps this isn't your thing.

Oh girl you have no idea how much I like you right now.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

Fucking addicted to Shuffle dance and technocore :X

Jumpstyle not bad too, but I'm more interested in shuffle hahaha.

Anyway had school today. Practically didn't take in anything. I think. Or maybe I did but I can't remember any at the moment. Hahaha. Was like watching shuffle vids and listening to technocore and doing my animation flipbook during the lecture :D

Had work after that. Poh Jin burned his hand and I helped to bandage it. Had Xin Wang with him after that. Pei Yi gave us glutinous balls with peanut! :D Thank you manager hahaha :)

Bus-ed home after that.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

I've got a lot of stuff to do :( Tutorial, animation flip-book, bcomm2 project. Professional time management needed ^^

Went to school today early to meet Jiaying to get her 2B pencil and colour pencils. BEST :) Thanks a lot ah.

Was early for bcomm2 today LOL. First time la sial. Survived through it and then had Tax tutorial. Oh my tian it was so torturous that I watched The Tooth Fairy instead of listening to question 4. So tedious can the question -.-

Bus-ed home and workout-ed.

I've got to get started on my animation and tutorials, or I won't be getting sleep. See you guys around :)

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

Finding things to do, making yourself busy, thinking that your life is meaningful, will not fill your emptiness. Fulfilling your desires for self-denials will cause your downfall, mark my words.

Woots :) Woke up today and went out with Elainee and company! Watched Ip Man 2. OH MY TIAN. The best movie. Sumpah man. Okay I think I said Avatar was the best movie. Sorry change le :P Ip Man! LOL. Met Jie at Taka and caught up with her for awhile. Will be going out with her on the 15th I think :) Had dinner at The Soup Spoon in Ion and pei-ed Elainee shop for her things. Then smoked and lepak-ed at Ben&Jerry's+Youth Park. Waited with her for her bus then me and Farhan went to toilet and MRT-ed home :)

Slight workout at fitness corner in the park near my house before home sweet home. Read up on Taxation-Employment Income and will be completing the tutorial tomorrow night. Morning class of animation from 8am-12pm. Work from 1pm-11pm. Hope I can survive tomorrow :/ Will be sleeping soon.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-05-01T20:28:00.001-07:00

You're a manizer.

Lovingly, not yours.

2010-05-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

You make me feel ali-li-live :)

Worked today from opening to closing.

Was at floor till 6pm and Dennis went home. He stole my barista station actually, come here act sick only. Machiam only he sick others all strong and damn power. I also got flu got cough got sore throat can. Nevermind give him. I good :D But by complaining the above part means I not good -.- HAHAHA.

Did barista after 6pm and talked crap with Chris and Ming Hong. AND MING HONG YOU HIT MY FACE MAKE MY SPECS PI CHIAK. MA DE -.- Idiot! Forgiven hahaha. Step cute la sial you -.-

Helped Yanni out with the closing of the floor today. LOL. Damn funny. Even Lieke also finish closing cashier le. Then she helped with the topping up of sugarbowl. FIRST TIME SIOL LOL. AISEH. CLAP CLAP. SUMPAH FIRST TIME I SEE HER HELP OUT FLOOR. Must be Yanni too slow :X

Bus-ed home. My feet is zomg pain. Sumpah it feels like I'm not going to be able to walk for months :(

Warming my heart is what you're best at, love.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

Let there be light.

And there was light.

Zomg. Why didn't he say let there be love and love then appeared already? Obviously there's things he can't control. Take it with a pinch of salt.

Woke up late. Again -.- Had 'absent' status for Bcomm 2. Again -.- Oh well. Had school as usual, ate at Makan Place with Sabrina, Crystal and Zheng Guo. Stupid Kian Ann pangseh again. I think he's like a piece of wood, floating around and doesn't know what the hell he wants. At least Yip Sheng settled with Kailing and group.

Did project after school. IFA business structure and Bcomm2's purpose and scope. Going to craft question for survey already. Oh my tian so fast. I don't know how I'm going to survive next week's animation. I sure as hell hate the class. Lol. Drawing is what I don't know how to do. Pfft.

Working tomorrow 9.30am-11pm. Full shift. Smexy. IP man 2 on Sunday. Was so looking forward to it :)

I've got so much love, for you darling.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

Woke up and felt better.. Bathed and bus-ed over to school. Felt damn sick during it but still continued school anyway. Struggled to carry on, oh well. Had my hair cut and workout-ed before work. Was late for a slight 10 minutes :X

Was coughing all the way while working. Sigh. Bus-ed home.

Nice song for you peeps. I know you'd love it. The lyrics, they're so meaningful.

Bleach rocks ^^ Detective Conan also.

You're just standing around, never putting stuff into motion.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-28T03:12:00.000-07:00

Woke up with fever(Presumed) and sore throat and flu. Skipped school today. Started Operation Tutorial-Catch-Up.

Dad just caught me smoking again LOL. And I didn't reply. Listening to Xiao Jiu Wo :/ So.. Fairytale-ish.

Anyway yeap so I practically slacked my ass off the whole of today. Wahjong-ed with my xiong di Shaun Lee Guo Hao hao hao hao hao hao ge lan. LOL. HAHAHA :P

Wishful thinking perhaps.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-27T11:23:00.000-07:00

Woke up with sore throat. Super pain :( And then on my way to school and during school, I felt fever and flu. Sigh. Bore with it till after school, waited awhile for Kian Ann's dad to tombang me to Clementi MRT then bus-ed over to Dover and camped for Geraldine the Princess.

Long wait of 2 hours for her -.- Finally reached and passed her the requested panadol. She had headache so yea. Quick relief ftw. MRT-ed to City Hall and had Suki-Yaki for dinner. Nice japanese steamboat buffet. Shabu-Shabu was super nice :) Liked it a lot. I guess. It would've been better for both of us if we both didn't have sorethroat. Totally screwed things up. Drum Mania Siao-ed and then shopped around. Walked over to Suntec for her baby wipes but we didn't find any so yeap we went over to the arcade there and Drum Mania-ed again -.-

Bodyguard-ed her home and bus-ed home myself. Tired. I'm sick already. Need more sleep.

I'm tired of it all. So let me off.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-26T09:28:00.000-07:00

Wu suo wei de. Dui wo lai shuo, zhen de wu suo wei.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-25T08:55:00.001-07:00

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-24T22:07:00.000-07:00

I'm tired. In every aspect. That's why I decided I would quit the job at Nautilus, even I can't get last month's pay.

I'm tired. Of being impatient. But I'm still controlling myself and distracting myself. Escaping from reality I guess.

Worked yesterday and had supper with the guys. Then bus-ed over to Poh Jin's house and sleptover. Nobody wants to meet up, not within my control. I'm going home soon, after lunch-ing with Poh Jin later and then do my tutorial, gym and slack or shop for Geraldine's present.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-23T22:43:00.001-07:00

Just woke up.

Had school yesterday. Missed Tax lecture, attended Bcomm2 tutorial and Cost lecture though. Was struggling as to whether I should head over to Nautilus for work, or go out with Elainee and company instead. I chose the latter, and summoning everything within me and am determined to quit the job over at Nautilus. Hell the feeling is good. I don't have to balance job at 2 sides, as well as studies and gym and play.

Steamboat-ed with Elainee, Mengkit, Kenny :) La Mei Zi as usual. Hahaha. Headed over to Illuma to play arcade. Omg touchscreen DJ Technic is fun la sial.

Cabbed over to Plush Cafe(pub) and drank. Sang songs like mad also. Now then I know I like Kbox. A bit the late but still.. Best. Kind of emo but yea got over it in the end. Elainee too :) Played a game of pool with one of Elainee's friends. Lost by the black ball -.-

Cabbed home after that. I hate taxi drivers who tout here and there just because they don't have the atm function and yet they dare to charge for the extra amount. Fucking Indian driver.

I just need the affirmation of you being mine.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-22T11:08:00.000-07:00

Change

I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along.

I want to stay honest to how I feel now.

Change

No matter how many times I'm reborn.

I will embrace my sadness.

As I run.

Had school and worked today after that. Tired. Overslept and alighted at the wrong stop. Had to cab home after that as there was no more bus, that's what I thought -.-

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-21T11:50:00.001-07:00

Back in business.

School started not long ago. I'm still in holiday mood. Well not so much of the party mood but still in working mode. Been working everyday after school. Missed lecture today by 1hour due to gymming. Had no idea what it was all about. It was pretty simple anyway. The tutorial totally hit me the wrong way lol.

I think I need to dye my hair back. Everywhere's checking IC for cigs except the Prime Supermarket near my house. I look young with my current colour? Omg -.- Tsk.

Have been working with Poh Jin and Chris for days now. Same thing tomorrow. Lol.

School at 11am and I need to wake up at 9am tomorrow. I'm still up at 3am? Have no idea what I'm doing.

All I ever wanted.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-20T10:40:00.000-07:00

Xi huan yi ge ren shi hao shi. Bu shi ma?

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-17T13:37:00.001-07:00

Grabbed from somebody's blog, who shall not be named.

你宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友, 还是勇敢地做她一次的男朋友?

Lovingly, yours.

Rebelution

2010-04-17T10:42:00.000-07:00

Clubbed at Club Seven yesterday with Mengkit, Kenny, Farhan, Elainee and Xander. Fun lol. Drank stuff and danced like fuck LOL. Leg muscles sure cui after that. Cabbed home and then slept.

Woke up and mahjong-ed with Shaun, Park and Esmond. Won $16 ^^ LOLOL. Park lose 28.20 LOL. Had dinner with them and then I went home to watch.... DETECTIVE CONAN. NICE :)

Going out to eat with Elainee and company tomorrow i guess. Seeya.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-15T11:13:00.000-07:00

Alice in Wonderland! That's what I watched just now, at least. Watched Kongfu Panda too. Online. Best ^^

Celebrated Zhenggie's birthday today :) Cut-Cake-d, mahjong-ed, lunch-ed and mahjong-ed again. Then Kian Ann went back and we play 3 man mahjong. Then both Zheng Guo and Yip Sheng went back and I'm alone once again.

Fell asleep and slept till 12am. Had no idea who woke me up -.-

Gonna gym tomorrow when I wake up, then sleep/watch movie online again, followed by clubbing. With Elainee and company I guess. I know exactly what I'd wear LOL. Uh uh siol.

Lovingly, yours.

I hate that I love you so.

2010-04-14T11:32:00.000-07:00

Computer-ed the whole day, collected something, and had supper with the guys at Xin Wang again.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-13T13:09:00.000-07:00

Back. Gonna go through the past few days. Or rather, 2 days.

Monday, my first off day :) Gymmed for 1.5hours. Totally went all out, as what I said. Shan't repeat myself. Had Astons' Specialities with Miao Xin and Poh Jin :) I ordered the Prime Sirloin Steak ^^ With my usual Potato Salad and House Salad as sides. Super nice :) Loved it. Like hell.

Had Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream after that. I wanted to pay but Miao Xin the Sly slipped away and made payment for it, and didn't want to accept my money after that. Tsk. Saw Pei Xun too. LOL. Nice hair. Nicer girl. Nicest Ice-Cream Scooper behind the counter serving us ^^ Poh Jin agrees. LOL. I know he does. Ahaha. Pictures!

Gahh. I'm too lazy to upload any other picture :X Anyway went for supper with the Bakerzin guys to celebrate Kevina's last day at Xin Wang. Ordered some fruits -.- Then Mango Ice Cream with Pomelo Cream after that :D

Woke up with whole body aching due to gymming the day before. Oh my gawd. Can't even move my arms initially. Got used to it after awhile and woke up. Played few rounds of dota, watched Kaiji and had dinner. Thanks Poh Jin, cos by so far, the accomodation and everything, yours was the best. You were the best host I ever encountered and I thank you for that. Not like retards who thank God instead. Not being religiously-bias here but yes.

I just watched How to Train Your Dragon. Moving I guess? Sometimes, you have to believe in what you believe in. Never stop.

Alright. Turning in now. Will be getting something tomorrow :) Zhenggie's birthday's on the day after. I don't give a fuck about those who don't give a fuck about my good friend's birthday, but I know I fucking care a lot about his once-a-year-big-day. I'd celebrate it, even if it's just me and him alone. All the artificial others, well, can just fuck off to one corner kkthxbai. Thanks for not even making an effort to reply the email, much less making an effort to come for his birthday. Failure of abortions.

Nights world. I know you better as each and every day goes.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-12T03:07:00.000-07:00

Ru guo hu yuan hu jin de sa tuo

Shi ni yao de zi you

Na wo ning yuan hui dao yi ge ren sheng huo.

I gymmed today for an exact 1.5 hours. Guess that took care of all the pent-up emotions. Everything that I did not voice out about, everything that I kept to myself. every single disappointment, every moment of time wasted. Tsk. I'll have more sessions like this for this week. It'd be great. So I took a bath after gym and I could barely raise my arms to apply shampoo on my hair because they were so weary already. Lol.

Going out for dinner with Miao Xin :) and Poh Jin. Eating at ASTONS' SPECIALITIES. OH MY TIAN. MY FAVOURITE SPOT. I've time for 1 short game before leaving to meet them ^^

Shuo le zhe me duo, hai shi suan le ba.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

Worked today from 1pm-11pm. Was late for 1hour, sadly. Janet questioned me and I told her I had to accompany my mum to see the doctor, thus for my being of lateness :X Feet hurts from standing too long. Haven't been working long hours for ages so yeap~

Had supper with Miao Xin :) Poh Jin, Lieke and Yannier. LOL. YANNIER! ._. Gonna club with Poh Jin on my birthday. Death pact man. Hit the clubs, kill the music, own the dancefloor. Couldn't help but dance to 4pm-Muzik on my way home :S

One full week of break starting tomorrow for me. Plans for tomorrow? Wake up at 1pm. Use computer till 3pm. Gym till 7pm. Bathe till 8pm. Maybe jio parents out for dinner. Slack till sleep.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

Spent 300 today. 40 for Zippo lighter, 4 for lighter fluid, 60 for Men's fragrance, 50 for Billy Bombers. Played pool with xiong di-s after that :) Love them lots. Bus-ed home after that. Oh and the rest of the 300, I'll not be telling you till a later date ^^

Work tomorrow at 12pm :( With Poh Jin so shouldn't be boring. No Chris though :(

Slack week coming up. Can't wait. Lovely. Gym sessions and everything. Oh my tian.

Now I'm better than your ex

And I'd be better than your next.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-09T12:24:00.000-07:00

WOO. Worked today at Bakerzin 12-5pm. Then rushed over to The Nautilus Project to start work at 6pm, till 11pm. Wanted to have dessert with Heizeline initially, but was too lazy to do so. Ended up slacking with colleagues. Will be true here, that I social smoked with them.

I feel super tired. But I don't want to sleep. I just hate the feeling of getting onto the bed. I don't know why. Others would give anything to lie on the bed, while I hate lying on the bed. I want to do other stuff instead of wasting my time on it. Gonna go out tml. Should be shopping for Zhenggie's present. Sweet. Lovely :)

Somebody tell me why I'm thinking stupid things at 3.30am and not sleeping. Silly and naive me. Bai I think blogging is boring for now.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-08T10:02:00.001-07:00

Let me repeat this 100000 times that I did not smoke today :) HAHAHA. So pro right. Didn't even have to try to quit and I did it! :) Laopo owes me a hug now muahahaha.

Anyway so I worked today from 3pm-11pm. Arm hurt like hell because it's bruised at the shoulder, so I didn't work out before work. Felt so bored during the 30 mins break because I couldn't smoke, so I walked over to Paragon to visit the staff there lol. Heizeline, Valerie(spelling?), Rommel, Arlene was there. And the Mahjong xiong di I made in Bakerzin Chalet. DAMN LOL. See him I feel like laughing. He made Mahjong damn funny. HAHAHA. Back from the break, dinner was supposed to commence so it was time to pull the lamp radiators down. The lamp radiators keep the food warm fyi so it had to be turned on. Tried to help to pull them down but broke one of them. And the chef. The fat female chef. I know I am not allowed to say this, but I need to because she really screwed the next few moments of my work.

The fucking fat female chef fucking scolded me when she fucking don't know what the fuck's happening to the fucking lamp. I merely pulled GENTLY at the lamp and it dropped and she said as if the lamp's drop was due to my clumsiness in handling the lamp. Fuck the bitch. I'll bet my resignation if she was the fucking one who pulled it down and it doesn't drop. The wire was so tense that anyone pulling it would have caused it to fall. So you, fucking fat slut motherfucker failure of an abortion one who would bounce right off the ground if jumped off a building, please control yourself and make things clear first before MUMBLING so LOUD to YOURSELF scolding whoever is NOT the culprit.

Sorry rant over. I hate this part of work. The rest was alright :) MRT-ed home and then restrained myself from buying Hot & Spicy Shaker Fries. Had Twisties and 3 pieces of bread with sardine instead.

Alright will turn in now. I'm just so in love with this song.

Mariah Carey-Angels Cry.

The one whom you're after may not be the one who'd reciprocate and end up with you.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-07T13:37:00.000-07:00

I have no idea why I'm not sleeping at 4.30am. Don't ask me. Ask my mind what it's thinking about. Along with this song.

I'm sorry to be linking so many videos, but yeap I hope it'd be as nice for you as it's nice for me.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-07T11:31:00.000-07:00

Hi good evening.

Tonight's 150 pax cocktail gala dinner night at The Nautilus Project! HONG KAN LA. I was re-filling drinks for peeps. All the Ascott people. The customer is from Ascott btw. So yeap. Dead tired after that. Carried back all the tables to their own spots. Nice food too :) I didn't really eat much, but they were nice. AND DID I MENTION THE PEANUTS WERE ****ING NICE? I'm not allowed to use vulgarities cos my laopo stated so. Good control aye :) THE PEANUTS WERE NICE TO THE CORE LAH SIAL. Spicy peanuts. I'd like bring the BIG bag of peanuts home if I could and finish them ALL. BY. MYSELF. YEAAAAAA. Sadly I couldn't -.-

Made new friends with Mus' friend and smoked with them. My last few sticks of cig. Hehe. Guai ttm! MRT-ed home and bought large sprite to pei my Chipster. I always loved the last few bits of Chipster Sour Cream & Onion cos it's full of flavour compared to the rest of the bag of chips.

I think I'm going to wake up with muscle ache tomorrow. Tried to carry one super big table by myself and ended up getting owned :( I just wanted to speed things up. Sigh.

Working at The Nautilus Project at 3pm again. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN ON FRIDAY, WITH ME HAVING SCHEDULES AT BOTH NAUTILUS AND BAKERZIN LOLOL. I think I need to speak to Miss Yang tomorrow. Die.

Supernatural love conquers all.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-06T11:06:00.000-07:00

Chris' sms woke me up. He asked me to replace him and I did. So I worked from 5pm-11pm and bus-ed home. Saw Kevina on it. Lol.

Bought noodles with some cai and Chipster and Twisties. Loved the noodles, while Chipster was boring as usual. Didn't even bother to buy Ruffles.

Working at The Nautilus Project tomorrow at 3pm. Gonna be tiring. 8 hours of hell. Lol. I find working there a burden, compared to Bakerzin, my comfort zone. It's just a matter of transition I guess.

I have no idea why but I'm emo-ing now lol. So I simply gave DotA up and started on my daily emo session. Smoked, as usual.

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
Remember we used to touch the sky.

Oh baby, lightning don't strike the same place twice.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-05T09:33:00.000-07:00

Yo. Hi. Boo. Roar.

I woke up at 3pm today. Best right. LOL. Worked out then worked at The Nautilus Project tonight. There were only 3 part-timers(new) and 2 full-timers(Joe and Miss Yang). Best. I wore walkie-talkie tonight. It was quite exciting. Great learning experience. Mistakes made, will definitely not repeat again. FML for the mistakes but the rest was alright :) Closed then smoked with Joe and the barista(forgot his name so I said barista :X) then home sweet home.

I'm just so guai until I'm the best guy in the world. I smoked only 3 sticks today. I know, don't need to praise me :D LOL. I'm going to quit smoking after the current pack.

Da bao-ed macs home. Hot and spicy shaker fries owns everyone's balls.

-Shout out to Kevina-

Jiayou girl! Don't give up even though you can't feel it going anymore. Look back and follow up on it. Either way your decision goes, I'm be right here.

Girl I ain't leaving without you.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-04T10:04:00.000-07:00

Your everything is so alluring, but I'm not meant to get your everything.

Boo. Opened today. REACHED EARLIER THAN HAZEL. WAHAHAHA. Opened bar ^^ Best :D Slack day today. Coffee machine fucked up and Chris got fucked too HAHA :P Thanks Chris. Things became funner the moment you started working :) Poh Jin also la don't jealous. LOL. I know you damn jealous ._. HAHAHA.

Bought a new pack of Marlboro Menthol. Got sick of having the icy feeling. Keep tasting milk when I smoke icy cigs don't know why -.-

Suntec called halfway and asked me to go over so I MRT-ed over. Weedy, Charlene, Kaleryn, Nikki and Amy was working there lol. Did bar, closed and went out for supper~ Du zi chao er de lor.

Reached home now. Cab fare $32.40 ._. Siao one LOL. The taxi damn big can. Sibei big. Kan pua big. Fucking big. Sumpah.

So gonna hit the gym tomorrow. Own the weights. Fuck the situps bench. Step on the treadmill. Triumph over everything. Total ownage tomorrow. LOL. Then get fucked by work at The Nautilus Project cos my shoes hurt. My feet are swollen now. With mini blisters coming up every single day :(

Alright I hear the washing machine calling out for me to hang my clothes. MY $74 METALLIC BLACK PANTS FROM SPIN-B INSIDE LA SIOL. WHY GOT WHITE SPOTS :(

If I had you.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-03T16:47:00.000-07:00

I JUST WOKE UP AT 7.30AM AND I HAVE NICE HAIR SO I DON'T NEED TO BATHE SINCE I BATHED AT 1AM AND I'M GONNA FUCKING OWN HAZEL AND OPEN THE FUCKING BAR. EAT THAT.

AND WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY FUCKING $86 BLACK METALLIC TOPMAN PANTS AND MY $74 BLACK METALLIC SPIN-B PANTS? HOLY SHIT. BITCH.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-03T09:58:00.000-07:00

This is a Racer X song. It's called.

Scarified.

Fucken ownage song :)

Worked today with Felice, Janet, Dennis, Ming Hong, Lieke and Roshelle. Fun I'd say. Not that fun with Chris but I guess it's still alright, compared to working at The Nautilus Point. Sigh. Speaking of which I'd be working there on monday I think. Ahhhh somebody help me :( Had my usual staff meal of beef and spaghetti, c-arab sauce without garlic. No 7-UP for the day! Noobs got owned by staff who spam 7-UP ^^ LOLOL. Grapefruit syrup plus 7-UP is goddamn ownage la please. And Dennis got owned by Ah Mao today. LOL. Joke.

Super duper tired. Opening to almost closing today. Tomorrow gonna do the same shift again. I think Chris' working :D Won't be tired with him around. He just turns things up so naturally without trying :D

Had supper with Kaleryn after work at Xin Wang Cafe opposite. YES I CAN USE MY EXPIRED VOUCHER. XIN WANG MANAGER BEST ._. PEI YI LOL.

Waited for her bus with her after that then I bus-ed home. Caught a short nap on the bus as usual :D

Imma get off and get on with my workout. I think I've got a little mood for workout now. Will not let it slip!

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-02T08:59:00.000-07:00

OI. OI. OI. OI. OI. OI.

Damn funny LOL. Chris+YY=Crap duo :) Best working experience at Bakerzin Northpoint with Chris So Kam Ho! Going to miss him so much after he goes for NS :(

Worked today from 12pm-11pm. Late for 5 mins :X Will try to not be late anymore ~.~ I think my diet today was a failure. My diet always fails when I work at Bakerzin. New cakes available! 2 chocolate cakes(Chocolate Amer, Chocolate Etoile and Brownie&Mousse) for $51.35!

Smoked only like 4/5 sticks today. Proud of myself. 1 stick lesser wahahaha. Not that I want to quit but I'm trying to smoke lesser so 1 pack can last me longer and save money in the long run :D LOL -.- And to think Joel gets a pack for $2 from the airport duty free. Roar.

Alright I'm doing opening tomorrow at 9.30am. Gotta wake up 2 hours before to workout and prepare for work. Nights peeps.

God broke the mold when he made this one I know

She's breathtaking but so much more

She walks in the room, your love's closed

Making you never want to breathe again

Lovingly, yours.

2010-04-01T10:49:00.000-07:00

Work work.

Done with The Nautilus Project for the week! Gonna work at Bakerzin for the rest of the week :)

Miss it so much. I want to work with Chris and everybody else, right where my comfort zone is. Chose to work at The Nautilus Project because I want to get out of my comfort zone. It's tough, but the experience gained is fruitful. Standard of service is higher, much more advanced, and warming.

Texted somebody for the whole day. Right from the moment I woke up to probably the moment I'm going to sleep. Is it just me, or is it us.

I want an off day! :( A day to mahjong, have a meal with someone or just to gym and then rest home. Need to prepare myself for the start of a new semester. Gonna start withdrawing from work, entering into studies. Not that I'd withdraw fully, because I can't bear to leave Bakerzin, but guess I'd be working lesser.

Allowance day is also today! Got my $604 from dad :) Gonna treat them and one more person to a meal at The Nautilus Project :D

Wo hen wo ai ni.

Jiu shi ying wei ni shi ni.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-31T12:50:00.000-07:00

S-ing and blogging as normal again lol. BUT. I made a record today :) I didn't smoke for the whole day till after work when I finished my first meal of the day, Double Mcspicy Meal upsized, at 1am. Clap clap ^^ This shows I'm not addicted to smoking :) Which I knew before -.-

Anyway hullo. I played wahjong today online with Zhenggie and then workout-ed before work. Worked with new peeps today. Friendly :) Irni best :D Effron was as usual, Joe(hope the spelling is right!) as the supervisor :D

Been SMS-ing somebody for the whole of today. Tsk.

Have no idea what tml's work will bring me :/

With confidence comes performance.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-30T12:54:00.000-07:00

Here I am again, 4am plus, blogging with a stick lit.

Bakerzin chalet was practically for me to mahjong :) Won 2 or 7 dollars I can't remember. Happy :D

Saw lotsa peeps there. Got Kaleryn siol. And she keep asking me to help her drink some disgusting concoction LOL. I'd call it con-cock-sion. Almost vomitted because of its disgusting taste :( She fell asleep nevertheless, after being high for 10000000 hours. Bid farewell to her and other peeps. Shah brought us over to Tanah Merah MRT and I bus-ed home on 45 :D

Slept and worked at The Nautilus Project today. Totally different working environment, Lucky I have Effron(hope the spelling is right), Jezz(or jazz), Yangz and Miss Yang :) Lots of things to memorise on the menu, to understand and check out. Tired after work. SMS-ed on the way home and played com till now. Didn't work out today :( Will do weights and crunches and legraises tomorrow before work I promise ^^

Currently into Jason Castro-That's What I'm Here For :D

That's what I'm here for,

When you need a little less,

Or you want a little more,

When you need someone to find you,

When you're hiding from it all.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-29T04:44:00.000-07:00

WHEEE BACK FROM HAIR CUT. My hair so heng ^^ Dyed it too. Cool Brown color. But the previous colour brighter than the current one so can't see much of it, unless looked into :/ Oh well :) At least my hair turned out to be alright wahahaha.

Worked yesterday from opening to closing. Was late for 1 hour LOL. Hazel opened everything for me :D Too good to be not true :X Sorry lah next time I solo open everything kay~

Super tired but still managed to survive yesterday. Super relieved when the day ended, with me and Chris laughing at Dennis' stupidity HAHAHA. Damn joker is Dennis. Love working with Chris!

I practically slacked the whole day today. Workout-ed after haircut and gonna eat new york new york with Zhenggie later :) Zhenggie's the new name for Zheng Guo LOL. My new found bestie ._. Feels so childhood-ish with the term 'bestie'. Time never rewinds for you, so why not rewind for time?

Bakerzin chalet later! Gonna get Haizeline's(hope spelling's alright) number if I do see her. I need to go Paragon again. Left my apron there *wink* *wink*

MAHJONG AT BAKERZIN CHALET. I WANT TO WIN BIG PLEASE THANKS. I AM SO GOING TO FUCK THE MANAGERS AND EARN ALL THEIR FUCKING MONEY LOL. WATCH ME WITH YOUR GAPS OPEN BITCHES.

Sorry too high. I simply can't stop getting high whenever I listen to Paul Gilber-Racer X ><

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

Today was Mahjong Day ^^ Fuck Phua Kian Ann for pangseh-ing us. I hate people who fuck out at the last minute.

And did I mention how much I love Geraldine because she damn steady agree to play Mahjong with me, Zheng Guo and Yip Sheng at the last minute? She rocks totally.

So I picked Zheng Guo and Yip Sheng up near Prime and had lunch with them. Bathed and picked Geraldine up after that. Mahjong-ed till 6 plus and Geraldine had to go off so we sent her off~ She won 26+ btw. Tsk. Lucky girl~

Had ma po tofu and assorted satay with Zheng Guo while Yip Sheng bought his chicken rice. Lol.

Bus-ed back and played 3 ren Mahjong. Earned back $7 ^^ Poor Yip Sheng lost every shit he brought with him

Sent them to Kovan MRT and walked back home :) Now playing com lol. Work tomorrow at 11am, end at 11pm. I'm going to be dead beat :(

Haircut on Monday, IS enrolment as well.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-24T09:51:00.000-07:00

Had a lovely dream.

Dreamt about some serious stuff as well. The future. What would it be? With me getting 3G(pa) now. 3G(pa) means GG-Gpa. Pretty much fucked up. I'd work as some service crew or retail sales till I'm 50/60 then? Do what. Imagining the future can be bewildering, but intimidating as well. I decided to take things as I always did, leave future to itself to decide. One step at a time, do what I want, do what I love. Not what the society wants me to do, or whoever perceives me as what I should become.

Worked today at Suntec with Amy, Nikki and some guy. River worked from 12pm-6pm. Lol. So practically slacked all the while. Talked about Haizeline(hope the spelling is correct) :) MRT-ed back and bus-ed home. Too lazy to walk home AHAHA.

Gymming tomorrow before work :) Hope I am hardworking enough. Must force myself! Roar. And cannot be late for work. I promised myself that. Must reach earlier~

Thought you'd always be mine~

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-23T12:51:00.000-07:00

Wheee. Wooooo. Ahhhhh.

I bought necklace! Some thing that's said to help improve muscle relaxation and blood circulation. Phiten! Lol.

Worked today at Northpoint, then bus-ed home. Quite boring day actually, but fun nevertheless thanks to the one who bathed for 30 minutes. Pfft.

Working at Suntec tomorrow from 12pm-10pm :)

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-21T11:48:00.001-07:00

Worked today as usual. From opening to closing with Chris :D I love working with Chris. So damn fun hahaha. Smoked with Jamie :) Damn tired today. Eyes kept tearing cos not enough sleep :/

Nice cups of coffee today ^^

Had supper with Jamie after work at Xin Wang, opposite of Bakerzin. LOL. Talked cock and ate some finger food then we went our separate ways. Bus-ed home. Slept on the bus and my handphone dropped on the bus twice -.- PANG. PANG. Heart pain sia lol.

Working at Paragon tomorrow :( Going to be damn tired sia. I hate going Paragon. Runner there bo hua sia the pay LOL.

Lovingly,yours.

2010-03-20T09:23:00.001-07:00

Back from work at Suntec today. I made 2 notes on the way that I wanna copy paste here :D

Note 1.

I saw somebody pick her nose today! OMG. A lady with makeup somemore. Sick man. She pick and pick and pick and roll then throw on floor! LOL. Disgustinggggg maxxxx D: So wanna buy a music player. Don't know if I should get an iPOD touch or what :/

Note 2.

OMG! I saw another guy pick his nose on the MRT on my way home again! Oh my tian why today is pick nose day :/ Sian. So tired :( Working opening to closing tomorrow also. Halp halp halp meh :( Going to be so tired againnnnnn.

So yeap that's what happened on my way to work and back from work. Worked today with Yen, Travis, Amy, Shah, Emerald. Changing of shifts took place~ No Anne :(

I'm dead beat. Need something to revitalize me D: Shopping for MP3 on wed with Shaun :)

Lovingly, yours.

Cos all I ever wanted, all I ever wanted, was you.

2010-03-18T11:56:00.000-07:00

I'm back. Hi :)

Mahjong-ed with Shaun, Kai Wei and Esmond on Monday. Won $14.60 :) And we were only playing 10 cents per tai kay. Lol.

Worked after that, which was on Tuesday morning. Felice told me she couldn't work so I covered her shift from 9.30am to 3pm then my own shift from 3pm-11pm. Had the damn irritated feeling and couldn't be bothered with working. Roshelle was fucked up too. Irritated. Smoked with E-Style girl twice and got her number and name anyway. She's called Jamie lol. Now I'm obsessed with sms-ing in chinese because of her LOL ._.

Bus-ed home after work and played Legion TD with James. Then slept and went for work on Wednesday, today, at UE Square. Made a new friend called Joseph. He's from NP too :) And a smoker. Computer engineering. Quite gum with him, considering it's our first acquainting. Walked with him to Dhoby Ghaut MRT and talked cock. He took red line home and I took purple line like always -.-

Legion TD-ed with James just now and then DotA-ed with Jon's gang. Now I'm sitting here ready to smoke before I end my day. My feet hurts. Still. I think I still have my clothes un-hung. Damn I gotta go get it done. Sigh. Bai.

Mahjong at my house la come :D

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-15T13:19:00.001-07:00

WHEEE. I'm actually going off to sleep but I decided to blog instead. So only Shaun came over for steamboat. We had like a spread of food for 6 lol. 60 bucks worth of groceries. Think my parents decided to just spend whatever I gave them instead of really getting value for my money. Tsk.

Slept then woke up early to send Shaun to his bus stop. He meeting his gf. Lol. Walked home and slept till work. Today was maintenance day! Was late for 30 minutes but worked 30 minutes more for maintenance day so end up I still get 5 hours of pay :D Smoked with E-Style girl once then never smoke already. Guai right. Think I'll ask for her name tomorrow if I do smoke with her. Cos I still don't know what's her name -.- Cabbed home with Ah Yong and Ah Chang :) Stupid cab driver kept talking shit LOL. I simply kept nodding while Ah Chang actually bothered to entertain him ._.

Legion TD-ed all the way till now. Made a new online friend. Jamesfoo something. Hardcore Legion TD fan. Lol.

Working at 1pm tomorrow. First time working with River. Cool shit. Never see her before.

Alrighty going off. Nights.

Lovingly, yours.

Work tomorrow at 1pm. First day working with River. Cool balls.

2010-03-14T09:02:00.001-07:00

I'm disappointed. Again.

Thank you Shaun. I open door for you now.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-13T09:13:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

I loved work today when there's Miao Xin :D Closed the bar as normal today. I realised my Mocha-s are getting from bad to worse. Look like shit man. BUT. I have a few nice ones for you guys :)

Latte.

Cappuccino.

Latte.

Tired today I guess. Smoked with Hazel after work. She gave me one of her Halftime sticks. Then bought a new pack of Next-Chill when I reached my stop.

STEAMBOAT WITH JON AND SHAUN TOMORROW :) Then sleepover wahahaha.

Mahjong set and table came too! DAMN COOL SET OF TILES. METALLIC BLUE ^^

Miao Xin's birthday on Monday! Must buy present for her and surprise her :) Don't know if she working though :/ Shop for presenttttt.

Schedule for next week is out. I'm working around 59 hours. More than a full timer Singaporean, 1 hour lesser than full timer foreigner. Cool balls. LOL. Doing opening tomorrow at 9.30am with Hazel D:

Tatas. Fun's nearing :) Zheng Guo and company coming over for overnight mahjong session. Can't wait.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-12T12:04:00.001-08:00

I'm blogging at 4am now lol. My daily sleeptime. I sleep at 4 and wake up at 10 plus? Yeap. Starting work on sunday at 9.30am so I can't afford to be like this anymore. Oh well.

Steamboat session with xiong dis at my house on sunday :) Then sleepover. Mahjong set and table to be delivered tomorrow. Mahjong session soon with Zheng Guo and clique I hope :D

Went out with Sharlynn today to eat Pastamania then shop. Bought a shirt from Flesh Imp and another one from Voltage or something. Spent 50 today I think.

MRT-ed to work and smoked with E-Style girl again :) I think her ear piercings are kinda cool lol.

Bus-ed home then DotA-ed till now. Lalala. Holidays so carefree. Until results day. LOL. Gahh.

Kevina msged me on the way home :D

I still can't find my heart :( Think it's with Jon. LOL -.- Bai :)

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-11T21:01:00.000-08:00

I have no idea why, but I've a feeling this year's gonna be a shaky one. Obstacles-filled, determination-drained, emotional-exhausted year.

2010-03-11T20:02:00.000-08:00

Mum's birthday today. Been ages since I last celebrated it with her.

Worked today from 3pm-11pm. Had a tiff with Ming Hong and things got kinda weird after that. Hope things are solved after I talked to him on msn. Bus-ed home.

Anne lost her iPHONE! Which fucker take her phone say. Somemore she left it in the ladies' toilet. Wtf. Girl also so fucked up will kope thing one. I thought only guys did that. Will check iPHONE price for her. She says if I buy one for her she wouldn't talk to me anymore :( Don't dare to buy for her. LOL.

Going out with Sharlynn today, right before work. Work suckssssss. If not I can shop with her more. Gahh.

Steamboat/grill/sleepover at my house on sunday night for xiong dis :)

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-10T06:56:00.000-08:00

How I miss those times. When everybody got with everybody during school times. When there's no such distractions such as girlfriends or projects. It's just me, you, him, everybody in the clique, all having fun, making jokes together. How we've drifted apart. Those times when we ate ah ballings. Played LAN after school everyday. Toured parkway like there's no tomorrow. Sat around and lepak-ed. Got sent out of class for being stupid. Not doing homework together and copying in the mornings. We'll never be able to get back to those times again. Those who drift apart drifts apart. Those who do not can't be bothered to keep it together.

The brotherhood. It almost seems like just a casual friendship, something we'll fuel whenever we feel like making the time for it. And today Park sms-ed me, saying I should treat cos I'm working. Logic-wise? I don't see any. What's the deal between me working and having to treat? Is money that important that it's the only thing possible to keep this group going? I have a good piece of mind to tell everyone of you what I've been thinking on the way back. I know it's going to sound bad but I am straightforward and all of you know what you know about me.

Jovi-Stop procrastination. Start doing what you need to do. Don't allow procrastination to cause your absence of the outings.

Park-Exams are important to you. I know that. Time management yes? And don't keep asking me treat, because I can't afford to be keeping the group together with my own hard-earned money.

Esmond-I thank you for trying to make time for the group. Girls are probably the biggest distraction.

Henry-Ever since you've been with YL we've been seeing less of each other. I think you know that too. Either you're with her, or you're doing your own things. Studying, project-ing, just stuffs. I really miss those times when me you and Jon went for supper at prata shops, sleepovers plus DotA at your house.

Jon-I think I'm probably the closest to you right now. Thanks for gaming with me and keeping me company, and everything. I love 1-on-1 sessions with you.

-EDIT START-

And I didn't order you to play just now. I never meant my jioing-s to be orders to you. I have no idea but I'm really kind of breaking down while doing this post.

-EDIT START-

Shaun-Poly is getting the better of you I know. You're busy studying too. Thanks for trying to make time also. 1-on-1 sessions are pretty fun with you too. Thanks for accompanying me out today.

Kaiwei-I have no idea of what you're doing. Totally. You rate your things in front of the group. Only times when the full group is up for outings will you then make your presence. Does knowing what you're going to do out with us matter that much than the fact that you're going to be with us? Maybe it does to you. That explains why for the current situation.

For everybody I guess it matters whatever the group is going to do, only then will they make their presence. I'm fine with that. To me it doesn't matter whatever I'm going to do. Even it's a fucking gay sit-at-the-beach-and-listen-to-the-waves-and-lepak outing. Things have changed. No I don't feel like playing pool, you all go ahead-s. No I've got no money for outings so I'll just stay put at home-s. I've watched that movie and I'll save my money and stay home-s. It's everyone's choices, and if you've chose to choose whatever you like, it's not within my control, and I don't want to force the group to be together. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.

I'm sure everybody have felt it. It's drifting apart. Huge time. I can't help but cry uncontrollably while doing this post.

I know I'm in the wrong too. I've been working, and in the past my ex-es have been in between us too. My attitude was wrong at times too.

I don't know how the fuck I can get us back to the times in the past, but I know I really want to, and I'd love to. The times when we'd hug each other when we see each other, times we'd say gui ling gao together, times we'd laugh at each other's retardedness. Times when we were just ourselves. To make it clearer. Times when we were really in love with each other.

I've a song, maybe just use a little of your golden time to listen to this.

I need a stick.

Anyway I had a day with Shaun. I loved it. We walked around and he pei-ed me shop around town. I bought a pair of pants from TopMan of $83, SpinB of $76 and a shirt from Uniqlo of around $20. Thank you Shaun for being patient with me. We had dinner at Aston after that. I ordered Lemon Lime chicken with Potato Salad and House Salad :) Had dessert at Bakerzin too. Coupe Icecream and Warm Chocolate Cake. Saw Anne wahahaha :D Took stupid videos and then arcade-d awhile before MRT-ing home.

Blogger takes goddamn long to upload videos. Will try facebook. Lol. Tatas. Working tomorrow.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-09T08:40:00.000-08:00

I received a revelation, that blogging is so god damn tough as you have to churn out a post without any 'topic' given or so, compared to compositions. I am so pro to be able to blog! LOL -.-

Okay so I went to UE Square to work today. Kinda lost for awhile? LOL. Was lost for 30 minutes. Then found it. Then found out that UE Square had no schedule for me or whatsoever. Thanks so much ah Lieke/Roshelle, for putting my schedule there in NorthPoint. Tomorrow also. Wisma Atria. All cheat me one. LOL. So ends up that I'd not be working tomorrow. OFF DAY! Sadly it's not on 11th-14th march T.T

Made new friends today I guess. Tammy the heavy makeup and colour contacts girl, Debbie the pretty girl and I don't know how to spell her name girl. I was the most gum with her. Walked to Clarke Quay MRT with her then she left for her bus. Thanks for showing me the way LOL.

MRT-ed home and used the computer till now. Damn bored. Sigh.

Gonna sleep. Gym and shopping tomorrow with Shaun :)

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-08T10:59:00.000-08:00

Late for work today. As usual. LOL.

Tired I'd say. Dennis was irritating as usual. Pissed me off immediately when I started work. Anyway cooled down and yah did the stuff as per normal. Then I received a sms from the customer that I helped bring his 33 boxes of pineapple tarts to his car. He offered me a job for the IT show 11.30am-9pm from 11th to 14th march $90 per day plus $70 or more commission. I couldn't make it since I couldn't just leave my colleagues at northpoint or other places to die so I'd to turn him down :( Asked him if he needed people and I'd help him find he said if I can't then it's okay he doesn't need others. Sigh. Anyway people. His stall is Album Stories at Suntec Convention Center :)

Do check it out alright.

Smoked while complaining to Shaun :( Hahaha. Then continued work. Lily came :D Hugged her and took pictures with her before she left :( Will miss you Lily. Definitely.

I realised I'm starting to use the word 'definitely'. Lol. No big deal but yeap.

Pasar Malam-ed with Kevina, Felice, Lieke and Rajatti. No money for twister potatoes after my cheese tofu. But Lieke treated me lol. Oh well.

Bus-ed home and game-d till now.

Working at UE Square tomorrow. God knows how to go there. LOL.

Shopping with Shaun on Wed after work :) Man I've not been shopping for ages. Got money, no time to spend. Lol. Tatas. Tomorrow 12-9pm lol.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-07T20:23:00.000-08:00

You're just so alluring to me.

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-07T09:35:00.000-08:00

Just when I decided to cut my hair, it looked pretty okay when I blowdry-ed it after bathing. Sigh~

Totally shag from work. Heels cracking again. Feels so fucked up. Damn pain. Stood too long I guess.

Not going over to Suntec next week :( No seeing of Anne :/ Sigh.

Nobody want go steamboat?? What the fuck. LOL. Will organise one when I've got the time. Work schedule damn packed -.-

Work starts 3pm tomorrow. Woo Hoo. Sleep in time :D

Lovingly, yours.

2010-03-06T10:22:00.000-08:00

Work done. Another tiring day.

Thought I'd have my off. Ended up Weedy called to say Suntec needed people so I went over to help out. I think my feet hurt and calf muscle hurts too. Stand too much :/

Thoughts flashing past my mind. Lalala. Couldn't have steamboat with xiong dis cos most of them were busy and Shaun humji to steamboat with me alone LOLOL.

Steamboat anyone? I'm craving for one :(

Lovingly, yours.